HEY BABY!♥

I so wanna see Chris Paul =)!

Stayed home today since I was too lazy to go to school.. I wish baby was here =( ..
I don't really know what to blog.. but yaa, I guess I'll do some school work on blackboard ..

-dee.

back on track..

So baby picked me up from school for the first time yesterday, thanks babe, that saved me the hassle of commuting since I finished at 6 and it was mad traffic, I'd rather spend the traffic with you than sit my ass on the bus lol. We ate dinner after and chilled at my house.

All I can say is OH EM GEE, I can't believe I actually made use of GYM at my school lol.. I went to do some cardio today after class since Ross, my prof, let us out early at exactly 10.. so I was at the gym til prolly round 11:45 ish, I also saw the LINX PUB that opened last night.. It's pretty chill in there, there's pub night every thursday.. The only downer is I'M 18! like wtf, why can't I be 19? lol oh well, I don't think baby would want me to go there anyways.. Maybe when I turn 19, I shall bring him, and have some fun, and perhaps do it every thursday =P.. Anyways, I got lots to do for school & I should get my ass to doing them, OR I WOULD BE STRESSED! like how I was on wednesday, very stressed because I wanted to finish everything. Some serious shit.. Today was so cold outside, honestly I'm sad, I hate the weather.. I also feel like I'm getting sick due to the weather.. But see, now I can't get sick because I got school, I have to be in there no matter how much I hate it. Maybe I should ask babe to skip one day next week, and I should skip too =] since I haven't lol.

Honestly, I need to go shopping, I feel like school have been occupying myself forever, I need new boots, fall clothes, etc. I should make a list of what I need to buy before the ugly weather comes.

- New TNA pants ( different color )
- Another ADIDAS Sweater ( different color )
- Lulu-lemon track pants, I really want the grey one
- Lulu-lemon sweater ( white )
- Ed Hardy Purse ( for school )
- Boots
- I need new UGGs
- fall coat

.. etc

fuck, i need to get myself back on track ..

So now I'm just waiting for baby to come pick me up and he wants to go watch Pandorum, I don't even know what that movie is about but all I can is SHOREEE lol. I better update bout the movie later ..

- dee

Haven't been in this since Friday, wow the weeks are going by so fast, I'm already half way done my 3rd week of school.. 12 more weeks and I'm done my first sem.. I'm only on my third week of school and I'm already packed with projects, homework, quizzes, tests, etc. that's kind of one reason why I don't blog that much no more. I got more important things to worry bout. I'm kind of getting the hang of college no lie, it's way better than high school. High school is drama here drama there.. OMG, one more week then it's already mine & baby's 8 months =] I'm excited, he said he's planning something.. hmmm I wonder what it is.. We're already making fall/winter plans lol.. Including, Raptors home opener, Blue Mountain again?, um Halloween stuff, etc. I got so much more to do for school. Thank god for my day off from school today, I got to do all the projects & homework I needed to do.. But I'm waiting for baby to help me with one of them.. meeeh I'm not even making sense anymore..Ill prolly download music, then update my ipod & wait for baby ..

blog later..
dee

F M L !

holy mother, can you say BORING. I'm in marketing class right now & I don't know why. It started at 8 so I had to wake up at 5, for the record I've never woken up that early for school in my life ever. I find it so hard to concentrate.. All I hear is BLAH BLAH BLAH lol. I gotta get out of here, I'm hungry... I can't wait til 11:45 when it finishes. Lol, the person that's sitting beside me is doing his Math homework, I bet we're not the only one that is bored.. 2nd week of school is already ending, 13 more weeks and the semester is over.. I better get my head in the game, or else I'm going to fail, BIG TIME......

ANYWAYSSSSS, I don't know what else to write about cuz my mind is completely out it's own thing right now. but whatevssssssssssssssssssss.

I'll blog later..

-dee

Second week of school, already half way done.. damn! I saved a lot on my books that i doubt I'll use lol. Paid like 60 for two books, but I already spent 300 on two books.. Started my computer course last night & it killed me I never knew Microsoft Office could be so hard but whatever. During my break went to the photocopy centre with Kamini. Intro to Business was okay today, we did some group work, and I got more in my hands than I can imagine. So what I'm going to do is use my day off tomorrow to get my hands on things that I should do & try to finish them as soon as possible. I also gotta start bringing my laptop to school, I really hate writing. I really think I wanna buy my COMM book though, just the other half of it cuz it's pretty cool. Anyways, I also found my way to the gym today, I got lost and finally found it, I should make use of it since its free.

Change topic...
I was thinking, I miss my boyfriend, I'm so used to seeing him all the time for example after work or school, even when it would just be a few hours to play ball or go to the park, or even go to the mall, or have dinner. I miss those days, I know we will have it again most likely next summer. I feel like school & work have been occupying both our time for each other, that sometimes we're too tired to event talk at night like the usual. All these reason lead to arguments. See I'm used to not seeing my boyfriend then missing them and not fighting with them, and when I see them it's like the happiest moment. But I mean things change, now I'm used to seeing my Ray almost everyday and missing him minutes after we depart from each other. I can never get sick of spending time with him no matter what we're doing, or even if we're having the biggest argument alive. I'm just tired of arguing, I feel really shitty knowing that instead of building that missing-ness we have for each other and make up for it when we see each other, we argue.. It's sad, but hey I'm all for this guy, I'm positive. I hope and pray that things change and go for the better.. I mean I have faith that it will. Every big thing needs hard work right..

Anyways gotta do my school work, blog later..

-dee

@#$%^&*

I finally got over the first week of school, it was a good first week, I still need to buy my books I should do that this week, perhaps tomorrow, so I can start my other school work. Two classes tomorrow, boring ones lol. 14 more weeks til the semester is done =] .. Anyways me and baby watched White out on Friday, after trying to find some Nike Hyperize. Saturday went to Yorkdale to pick up his shoes & watch Sorority Row. Then went to my house afterward, baby helped me with my blackboard assignment, thanks baby :).. Then chilled, must say that Krispy Kreme donuts get me sugar high. Loved the talk I had with baby, at least we came up with some clearing bout our relationship. Im going to miss baby again =( won't see him til Friday night.. which is gay, then I don't see him on Sundays anymore either.. I can't wait til Christmas Break.. I was supposed to go to church today but no.. So I decided to just do my quizzes on blackboard. I guess ill blog later..

ciao

Second Day of school

today was the second day I was in school cuz I didn't have school yesterday. I had a class at 10, I had to bus myself to school, I left around 715ish at square one & got to school around 840ish, so I had to wait. I got in my class, its called PC Essentials and it was so crowded like a mothafucka, just to find out that there was two classes mixed together but guess what, I only have to go to that class 3 times this semester =] only when I have tests everything else is going to be in the computer, pretty cool huh? I got out early of that class because there was nothing to do, the prof said we could leave if we want to, so I did & met up with Klaudine at the computer lab. Gosh I hate that place, it's full of people. Then Jelai, Klaudine, Me & Apple went to the cafe to meet up with Kristina and David & Jeric. Chilled there until my next class started which was Business Math, some shit like that and omgaah I hate that class, it's so boring, prof is monotone, and we already started with a lesson, it's not bad though, it's straight forward math. An hour break after that. Next class was Communications, we didn't really do anything, next was Humanities, geez that class was a lecture, meaning there was 200 or more students, it was so frikking hot in there, all we did was watch CSI. Im in that class til 610, like what the heckk... Tomorrow got class at 8 til 11, yay I get to take the car.. hopefully I'm not late ..

Guess I'll blog later

sleeping in, on a school day.

so didn't really get any sleep last night cuz of certain things. good thing I called baby around 5 and started talking to him from them on til maybe round 9 then i passed out. I woke up around 230. I have school again tomorrow til 6 which is very bummy, but i guess i'll just wait til friday I only have school til 11 & i'm seeing my baby, finally. I haven't seen him since monday, & he wants another tat on his arm, but i said no cuz he already have 5. it's up to him though, if he wants to die then go for it lol. so i was going through klaudine's blog and omg this guy is sex Brent Javier, sexy guy sexy name lol. he's some model from the philippines. are you girls ready to see my new husband? lol

back to school

So, the last two days of my summer was fun, baby brought me to the CN tower, thanks babe =] it was romantic. Then watched Extract yesterday, it was funny.

Today was the first day of school, holy crap so much people.. I got to my first class, it was okay, the prof kept on talking and talking pretty fun class basically it's called intro to business, all our work is all gun be in blackboard (online). we did some ice breaker activities to get to know people and stuff. My second class was the most boring, crap I hate that class, communications, meaning write write write.. and I have that class twice a week =(. No school tomorrow yay. lol

NTS:
1) get my books which will kill me, they cost almost 1000$ altogether if i get new ones
2) finish my first assignment, which is create my profile worth 3%
3) buy school supplies
4) call work

SUMMER 09

watched every movie possible, you name it we watched it + over night at niagara + wonderland season pass + zoo + ontario science centre + drive-in movie + eating at different food places ex. all you can eat sushi at scarborough, frankie tomatoes @ markham, denny's, rainforest cafe, etc. + work + mad shopping + downtown + sheraton hotel to party, swim, & work out + bowling + blue mountain/collingwood + road trips + tornadoes + rain + sleeping in + playing the newest video games + chilling with family + baking + birthday + g2 + taro bubble tea from the chase + basketball + etc.

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so basically those were the highlight of my summer, I didn't expect much from this summer but I was wrong. I proved myself wrong, like what they say expect the unexpected. Not to mention this is my first summer with the boyfriend, and it was fun we so made the best out of it. There's 3 days left before school starts and we're still continuing to make the best of what's left. After this summer is a next chapter of my life I'm excited yet scared at the same time, I know I'll be okay though, I have all the support I need. And I can't wait til Summer '10. But before that Fall/Winter/Spring first ..

hmm, WWE/RAW live? RAPTORS home opening? CHRIS PAUL? CHRISTMAS BREAK! perhaps go somewhere for SPRING BREAK? .. lol

anyways I'll blog later.. gotta get ready cuz me & baby are going out ..

-dee

i just hate the fact that you can make me terribly sad,
yet love me so much at the very same time, & still love
you with all my heart..

"God talk to me now this is an emergency.."
- Kanye West

LAYOUT

new layout, it was asking for a new one lol. perhaps i should change baby's layout as well? maybe, maybe not. but ya basically just went to grands today & chilled, got home to sleep, and now waiting for baby to call. miss him already.

I just came to a realization that I only have a week left before school starts, & it's not just the regular high school routine I was used to, it's college time, no more baby-ing and skipping classes, time to take things seriously & let go of the past and other things that won't help me be successful in the future.. Well I have been trying, it's hard but it's good, seeing life in a, 'when one door closes another opens' perspective.

Anyways, 7 months ago I was a completely different girl that I am now. Yes I said girl, because girls doesn't know what they want, doesn't know their priorities etc, and I admit it I was like that. Going crazy over boys, acting like I was cool just because I was smoking or drinking or skipping classes or lying to my parents even. Now I can proudly say that I am a grown up young adult that got over those little childish ways. And other than my supporting family and left friends, one person made a big impact of what I am now, and how I make my decisions now..it's him, he knows who he is no need to blabber his name, but off course I have to mention that it's our 7 months today. Don't got much to say but over everything I want to say thank you for being you, for not being a different person around me, or my family, the realness you show every minute of everyday. Thank you for supporting me, and not being afraid to yell at me when I'm wrong, and not hesitating to forgive me when I apologize for the stupid things. For the moments we have spent, I still can't find myself to get sick of you lol. Thank you for changing for me, for seeing what is inside me and not the outside, for telling me I'm beautiful even though I know you're shitting me lol jks, for all the silliness, for the tears that you have caused that made me realize how worth it they are. I can't thank you enough and you know that, the only way I know I can pay you back is by being a good girlfriend, being faithful, and being all for you. Most of all thank you for loving me. I know this doesn't make sense but you know what I mean, you also know why it doesn't make sense, cuz love doesn't make sense ;) lol.. HAPPY 7 MONTHS BABE ♥

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enough cheesyness, today was baby's last day off from his week vacay. We did pretty much what was planned except for CN tower, We watched Holloween 2 on Friday then headed off to Niagara, ate at Rainforest Cafe and instead of our regular seat beside the fountain this time we sat beside three gorillas which baby made fun of. Saturday we watched The Final Destination at Yorkdale, and chilled. Sunday was chilling day, took my car to drive and get our fav bubble tea and rented movies, Yesterday we went to Wonderland then watched District 9 at Collosus at Vaughan, then today is our 7 months, chilled at my house, played video games, went to the park to play football :) lol, and ate at Denny's, speaking of..IM STILL FULL, i don't think i will eat for another 10 years lol, then baby came over to install my printer to my laptop =] and tmrw is just cleaning day for me, and perhaps go out with cate =] .. we'll see.

anyways my mind is falling asleep, ill blog later

-dee