I miss you.

I miss the times when we would fight and I didn't have to give in & you would just say 'i miss you ' and everything would be fine. I miss the cute moments we would have together just staring at each other like we were the only ones in the world. I miss the 'I love yous' that you would let me know every minute of everyday. I miss laughing with you like nothing else mattered. I miss the big bear hugs you would give me in front of everyone. I miss the late night phone calls, when we would just talk and talk. I miss you telling me that I was the only one for you. I miss the times when I would cry and you'd just comfort me and make sure I was okay or when I would cry and you'd just kiss me and forgive the things I have said or done. I miss the cheesyness you would tell me. I miss the times I felt that I was the only one that mattered for you. I miss knowing everything, from where you are to what time you're coming to see me. I miss just cuddling on my couch with you and falling asleep together. I miss the times you would surprise me by telling me you would skip work and spend the day with me even if it means we would just sleep on my bed until noon. I miss you worrying about me all the time. I miss you telling me that 'US' is your future. I miss all the silliness we would never have now adays. I miss getting along with you. I miss knowing the fact I didn't have to worry about a thing, cuz you got me no matter what. I miss the little sweet letters you would always give me because you thought of me wherever you were. I also miss the person that gave me a promise ring and promised me all the things he could and actually make an effort to do them. I miss the old you, that didn't get annoyed by me all the time. I miss the old you that never wanted to go even if I tell you to go home because you fell asleep while watching with me. I miss fixing your clothes. I miss the silly time on the court when you would change and you would hide behind me so no one can see you.I miss the tears of joy. I miss our little walks at the park when we would just talk about our relationship & our future plans. I miss you agreeing with me and promising me you'll do certain things and looking me in the eye. I miss the old you that would never blame me about anything. I miss the person that never thought bad things about me.

I miss you, I miss us, I miss everything..
I want my ugly back.

No matter the situation, as I said



I'll always love you.


-DEE