Tuesday, December 1, 2009

HAPPY 10 MONTHS <3

Ten months ago we were that couple that everyone thought wouldn't last for long. Maybe a few months or so. But look at where we are now. We had lots of circumstances that challenged us along the way. My love for you have also grown along the way, we started from scratch and look at our work. I'm proud to say that you're my man :). I still remember our first big argument when I caught you doing things behind my back that I hated, I asked you to come to my house, pick up your things & we have to talk. I thought to myself that you were nothing different than every guy that hurt me one of them including my real dad. I hate hated like I never hated anyone for a few moments, I remember we were in your car talking, I was trying to keep myself from crying because knowing me, I cry a lot. I told you to drop me off because I didn't want to see you again, I heard you sniff and just hug me and say sorry, that's when I knew you weren't the same Ray anymore. The Ray that everyone protrayed you to be, the player, the user, the liar, the etc. I know that that was the first time you sucked up your pride because you didn't want to lose me. It felt so great that I finally came to realize that you were capable of sucking up your pride lol. I just had to point it out, because I will never forget that moment. That was probably the moment when I told myself and God that I love you, because I never usually forgive. I even got in arguments with other girls for you. I just love every moment of us. I love your ways, your smile, your silliness, your stubbornness, etc. I don't even care what others think about you or us being together because nothing really matters to me now. I already found you & that's enough. I don't want to look for anyone better, because i know that you're the best for me. Even my whole family knows that. I just wish this will go on until we grow old, cuz im here always will be down to ride with you baby. No matter how much yelling and screaming and crying we go through I'm down, because this is life, it's not perfect. Ten months, it's our first two digit monthsary, and there's more to come. YEARS TO COME! I just hope that you also turn off that 'looking for the better' button in your system. I love you so much hun, always remember that.

Happy 10 Months!

Always,
DEE♥

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