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The fact that it is just the 5th day of the year and I'm already stressed gets me so upset. People are on my ass about school especially my mother which brings fussing & fighting, & makes things worst because we're not talking to each other. I'm not holding a grudge on her just because she is my mother and I respect her with all of my being but sometimes she has to understand me, I have my own goals for myself and I will pursue them, nagging at me almost everyday is already enough. I wish I can fast forward just a bit just because I hate having problems with her. And how I could wish we'll trade places just for a day or two. But anyways other than that, exams are coming up and I got to stay focused, I have been focused from the start of the semester and I can't mess up now. I thank God that there are people that care enough to encourage me with school. Last but not the least, my upcoming 18th birthday, thinking about it there are so much planning to do, yet I got such a little time. Plus sometimes I don't have a say in it even though it's my birthday. Next 7 months would be so difficult, hopefully I don't shed tears ..

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- dee