FML

Gosh, this week will probably be the last week of school that will be stress-free for me. I have a test on each subject for the whole week next week. Now what I have to do is be focused, since I haven't been that focused. In high school I didn't really study that much, the only time I studied was for exams. But now is my time to study my ass off or I'm toast. I also got big ass projects on the side which means more stress. I kind of miss high school due to the fact that I didn't have to study that hard, or even focus. So kiddies in high school right now enjoy your years of it, because trust me you will miss it. Right now I'm studying Humanities, it deals with like philosophers and shit..

Anyways, Happy Belated 8th month baby, yesterday was mine & baby's 8th month. Thanks for the bracelet =] I love it.. I know we have been having conflicts with our relationship but we somewhat get through them together..
Might sound repetetive but just to let you know that I ....
love when you turn all childish on me, love when you playfully wrestle me and pin me lol, love when all we do is laugh and be silly, love when you teach me how to play sports =], love when you show off your ball skills to me, love when you eat everything possible and don't care, love when you play video games with my brother, love when you play and baby my little cousins like how i baby them, i love when you hug me and never let go, i love your kisses, i love waking up to your txt in the morning, love when you hold my hands, love when after we have a big fight and i'm just crying you would just kiss me and everything will be fine, love the fact that you make me happy and make me smile, love when you make my parents/grandparents/family love you off, love when you would take me to places i've never been before, love when you'd bite me, love when you massage me, love when you play with my hair, love when you let me sleep on your lap like i slept on my mom's lap when i was a little girl, love when we just fall asleep on my bed,

I also love when..
you hold my hands while I'm sleeping in your car, when you act all cute to impress me, when you treat me like im your bestfriend, when you stare at me while im sleeping and i constantly catch you or look at you, when you make me brave towards the scariest things ever, when you scare me so i can slap you lol, when I ask you to wear this and wear that basically dressing you up but you don't listen to me, when it's just pure laughs, when i know you swallow your pride for our relationship, when you watch me put on make-up, when you pick me up from school or go to church with me. when you help me study and make me understand the things i don't, when you vent out on me when you know you can, when you let me vent out on you cuz i know i can, when you always get what you want but you dont sometimes lol, when you get jealous over the littlest things.

There's so much more I can't think of right now, but over all, this is all love.. My unconditional love for you that will always stay =]

I LOVE YOU .. happy 8 months!

always,
dee♥