Friday, October 9, 2009

FINA - fuckin - LY

I finally finished my long dreaded week. The week where I was stressed & freaking out every morning before I go to school & txt my boyfriend & friends that 'I am FREAKING out' every morning lol. I have more shit to do, but I need a break! Good thing it's a long weekend which gives me more time to relax.. NOT! I have to do so much, I got projects & assignments that are worth A LOT!.. This school week is also pretty good for me, I'm starting to get a hang of the people & the change in my life. I knew there was going to be a big change, and I was prepared. Sometimes, I feel like I miss my old friends, but if they don't really give two fucks, I can't either.. Clearly it's different now, people that said they're with you to ride & die didn't commit to it. So concluding that, I also concluded that I can never rely on anyone but myself. I can't trust anyone but myself. But anyways today sucks, it's so ugly outside. I'm probably gun go out with baby, I wanna watch Couple's Retreat =]. & perhaps dinner? I don't know we'll see.. Ill update later on.

always
dee.

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